I think I'm falling for him....[LONG]?

Well honestly, as scary as it may be, you should tell him. Is he even gay though? I just feel like it's better to be open with your feelings. Even if the result isn't what you wanted and even if you end up getting hurt at least you know you've tried. Some people have trouble telling friends how they feel because they don't want to ruin the relationship. So it comes down to this, which is more important, him being your boyfriend or your friend? And if you tell him and it ruins the relationship will it really devastate you? Would you rather live by what could have happened or by what you at least tried to make happen? You're only in high school, so if it doesn't work out it won't be a very big deal in a few years. I say at least give it a shot and if he doesn't like you then at least you tried. You don't have to keep wondering what-if. You know how horrible it'd be to keep living on what-ifs? Take a chance. You'll never survive this world if you don't take any chances. If it ruins things you'll just be sad for a little while and then you'll move on. Sadness comes and goes so why not at least try for happiness? It's not a very big deal if he doesn't feel the same way. You'll just move on and totally forget all about this. Even if it seems impossible it will happen sooner then you think. So just take a chance! Take a risk! Maybe you'll find love or maybe you'll find heartbreak, but you should at least try to find something. Good luck! I really hope it all works out for you! :)